Mercy and grace I did not deserve from God and the Policeman

To Pee or Not to Pee (Unknown Author) 
“I have a job.  I work, they pay me.
I pay my taxes & the government
Distributes my taxes as it sees fit.

In order to get that paycheck, in my case,
I am required to pass a random urine test
(with which I have no problem).

What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes
To people who don’t have to pass a urine test.

So, here is my question:
Shouldn’t one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check
Because I have to pass one to earn it for them?
Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet.
I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their BUTT —-doing drugs while I work.

Can you imagine how much money each state would save
If people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check?

I guess we could call the program “URINE OR YOU’RE OUT”!

P.S. Just a thought, all politicians should have to pass a urine test too!”

“God gave you a gift of 86, 400 seconds today.  Have you used one to say ‘Thank you’”? (William Ward )Lord, every single gift comes from You…“Lift my gaze to see life from Your perspective. Help me to understand-and treasure-every good thing You send…”(From James 1:7)   One Thousand Gifts

853.  Yesterday I was preoccupied and deep in thought when driving the kids home from Spanish lessons and on my way to pick up a gracious gift of wood for camping from precious friends Sue and Kirk.  I must have been on auto-pilot mode because I never did even see a school bus stopped with the arm thingamabopper out when I drove by but the officer behind me who flipped on his flashing lights and siren did.  I thank God that no children were crossing and I did not hurt or kill anybody. The reality that I potentially could have sure shook me up.  I ordinarily am a very careful, safe driver.I could have killed an innocent kid crossing, lived with the heavy weight of that guilt from carelessness,  and then gone to jail for it too.  I thank God for His mercy and the policeman’s grace which I did not deserve.  I deserved an almost $300 ticket I did not receive.  I got to share a bit of the Lord’s goodness when he compared my drivers license with a full head of hair and me in a “Fight Like a Girl” with a pink ribbon cap with very short hair sticking out yesterday. He wanted me to step out of the vehicle, away from the children and tell him what was on my mind preoccupying me so much that I did not see the stopped school bus. He was a very compassionate man whose father died of cancer.  Thank you Lord for protecting the children and taking care of us too.  Please help me to be more careful and fully engaged, alert, and paying good attention when driving.Please help me to be a very safe driver and not be careless again.  Please free me from all fearful thoughts. The Lord is my Shepherd, I have everything I need.  The Lord is my Rock and I shall not fear.  

Sometimes I also think about how I deserve hell too after I die because I am a dirty rotten sinner that messes up plenty but I’m saved forever by grace alone and heading to Heaven because of that…a free, undeserved gift of Eternal Life because Jesus died on the cross to pay for my sins and was raised from the dead.  That I have a free ticket to Heaven because of simple faith plus nothing is amazing…simply amazing!  Help me to live for Your honor and glory and praise, dear Father.

854. “We were made for victory.  Sometimes we just have to find our way to that truth.” (In “Made to Crave”)


More “Some Can’t of Cancer” to add to my running list




From Sheila’s card:


“Cancer is a Villain, who doesn’t play fair…
But it Can’t dim your spirit and it Can’t silence prayer …”




Cancer stole my left breast, 11 lymph nodes, my hair, and my health for a while.  It’s a ruthless robber all right–sneaking in and playing havoc in my body, taking what is not it’s to take. It’s been an unwelcome tenant that I am fighting for all I am worth to evict and lock my doors tight so it’ll never get back in.    I find myself uneasy at times, waiting and wondering if it’s going to show up somewhere else in time like happens to so many people with cancer.  Aggressive breast cancer likes to branch out and metastisize and take over places like the liver, lungs, bones, and brain.  That’s a hard possibility to face but the truth is, it is not my reality right now as far as I know and I can be happy about that and live with gusto every day God gives me whether the future holds more hard things with cancer or not. Right now I am doing terrific and I thank God for that. Every indication thusfar is that I am winning this battle.  Hooray for that!  Kudos to You,  Lord for making that possible!




 Oh dear, Lord–can YOU please make cancer get outta here and leave for good? I can’t “make” it go but You can compel it to exit permanently. Maybe You already took care of it and it’s gone for good already.  Oh, I hope so and pray so!  I will choose to rest my weary heart in you and let go and trust.  




 Cancer can mess with this outward shell that I need to walk around in temporarily on this earth but it can not steal the treasures I have laid up in Heaven, not a one of those can cancer touch, not ever.




Matthew 6:19-20

19 “Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal; 20 but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal.




Humbled by His grace and mercy,



4 thoughts on “Mercy and grace I did not deserve from God and the Policeman

  1. Oh Paula, I too have let my mind take me away when I’m driving and I don’t like it! Thank God for a nice officer and no children were injured or killed. Thank God for another chance……… Are you still going camping? LOVE YOU!!


  2. Yupparoozie—we are still going camping—yippppeee!!!!! It’s one of those things the girls have been wanting to do for years and I have put off. I was challenged to “seize the day” after watching the movie “Courageous”. Camping is not my husband’s or Nicholas’ “thing” so I decided to take the initiative and we are going to have a ‘just us ladies” campout. I LOVED camping when I was a kid and havent done it since I was single–more than 20 years ago. We practiced putting up the tent last weekend. 30% chance of rain today and tomorrow. We are going to have a blast whatever the weather brings but I think it’s going to probably be a lovely weekend. Love you too, sweet Denise!


  3. I am glad you are functioning so well. I started to go on opposite side of road to pass a school bus unloading and she honked at me. I felt so guilty!!
    I am working with an herb specialist to get at my problems and to de-tox. Working to eliminate my three meds. One eliminated already.I take silver three mornings a week to replace antibiotic. Cutting BP meds in half.The lady does not tell us to quit meds. A person could get into legal trouble.


    Nancy Louise


  4. Nancy Louise, I am so glad you are having this success with the supplements–GREAT to be eliminating and cutting them down. I’m happy for ya. 🙂



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